Hollow Throne
You're not disappointing me
You fucked up my faith
And I begin to crawl
Every time I see his face
And I don't know what to do
Or even what to say
I can't help myself
I just love you anyway
And I believe you when you say
You're not disappointing me
You fucked up my faith
And I begin to crawl
Every time I see his face
And I don't know what to do
Or even what to say
I can't help myself
I just love you anyway
And I believe you when you say you love me
But I love you more
And it's clear to say or see
That I gave everything
I gave everything for me and you
I don't know what I´m supposed to do
To make you love me like I love you
Love me like I do
To make you love me like I love you
Love me like I do
Love me like I do
Love me like I do
And every time I see you
I see another face
Reminds me of my tears
Reminds me of my fate
And every time I hold you
I know it isn't right
Because I can remember
My burning lie
And I don't know what to do
Or even what to say
I can't help myself
I just love you anyway
I gave everything for me and you
I don't know what I´m supposed to do
To make you love me like I love you
Love me like I do
To make you love me like I love you
Love me like I do
To make you love me like I love you
Love me like I do
Is this the end of the world?
Is this the end of the life as we know it?
The world is going down there is no chance to control it
Waves come crashing down and rising over the edge
When everything is done can we rebuild it from scratch?
Suppressing and denying the core of our fear
Stop the deception
The end is near
There is a lonely lighthouse
Standing at the shore
It braves the storm that's coming
Guiding the way no more, no more no
Souls are wandering through the ruins
Haunting like before
What if you're the last one on the earth?
Who can make a change and finally prove your worth?
Even if the world is going down
You can raise your fist and wear the crown
Make the choice for the world that let you down
That let you down
There is no space to deny and to pretend
Will we find a way to save us from the end?
What we're getting is the taste of death
While our world is breathing its last breath
We run into the darkness
The lights are almost out
Why have we been so heartless
Why did we cause this drought
No souls are wandering through the ruins, haunting like before
What if you're the last one on the earth?
Who can make a change and finally prove your worth?
Even if the world is going down
You can raise your fist and wear the crown
Make the choice for the world that let you down
That let you down
Our failures made in the past
This is the final chance
To change your path
We run into the darkness
The lights are almost out
We have been so heartless
Why did we cause this drought?
What if you're the last one on the earth?
Who can make a change and finally prove your worth?
Even if the world is going down
You can raise your fist and wear the crown
Make the choice for the world that let you down
That let you down
That let you down
Make the choice for the world that let you down
That let you down
I saw things
You never wanted me to see
I was a Person, you've never thought
That I could be
Are you home alone
Still waiting for me?
Even If all These Things Changed me
I don’t know If I can make it through
This day, but I don’t wanna stay
I don’t know if I can make it through this day
But I don’t wanna stay
I will go
‘Cause there’s nothing left to fight for
And nothing left worth dying for
I want to break free
I won’t be ignored
‘Cause I am too exhausted
I need to forget
All the things we lost here
The dreams inside my head
I don’t understand
What’s going on inside of me
But I Just can’t pretend
That everything’s okay
Okay
When the rain begins to fall
I wanna be back home
But these mountains in the sand
I will keep them in my head
I will go
‘Cause there’s nothing left to fight for
And nothing left worth dying for
I want to break free
I won’t be ignored
‘Cause I am too exhausted
I need to forget
All the things we lost here
The dreams inside my head
How can I find a better way?
A better place to stay away
From the demons in my heart
And all the doubt tears me apart
Tell me
Is there any thing that I can ever be
And find what’s real inside
Dry all the tears I’ve cried
And all the pain is mine
I will go
‘Cause there’s nothing left to fight for
And nothing left worth dying for
I want to break free
I won’t be ignored
‘Cause I am too exhausted
I need to forget
All the things we lost here
The dreams inside my head
Restorative yoga focuses on holding passive poses for extended periods, promoting relaxation and reducing stress by engaging the parasympathetic nervous system.
Duration: 45 minutes
All my life I tried to forget
The things that I have been through
All these things you´ve done to me
I won't forgive you
One day I will pay back
I´ll never lose my fucking track
One day I will pay back
One day I will pay back
And my fading hope is singing songs bout freedom
My burning lungs are crying out for help
I tried so hard to believe them
I tried so hard to be one of them
With broken wings I've learned to fly
I always had my head held high
You don't know anything about my life
I don't want to be a part of that system
But I am, and that's my existence
One day I will pay back
One day I will pay back
And my fading hope is singing songs bout freedom
My burning lungs are crying out for help
And my fading hope is singing songs ´bout freedom
My burning lungs are crying out for help
I tried so hard to believe them
I tried so hard to be one of them
One of them
All of those tears
I won't forget
I won't forgive you
I won't forgive you
You´ve got the devil inside your head
You´ve got the devil inside your head
And my fading hope is singing songs bout freedom
My burning lungs are crying out for help
I tried so hard to believe them
I tried so hard to be one of them
And my fading hope is singing songs ´bout freedom
My burning lungs are crying out for help
I tried so hard to believe them
I tried so hard to be one of them
Restorative yoga focuses on holding passive poses for extended periods, promoting relaxation and reducing stress by engaging the parasympathetic nervous system.
Duration: 45 minutes
I tried my best
To not let me down
But every day it feels like I would drown
In sorrow, anger and pain
Can you help me get my life again?
All the voices in my head keep telling me
There ain't nobody who cares for me
There's so much more I'm supposed to be
If you let me be
I'm sorry for the things I've done
I'm sorry for the things that happened
I just try to get things done
I just try to make it better
I feel like everyone is watching
And I can't escape
I feel like there is something that's keeping me awake
Like a shadow
Crawling through the night
I leave everything behind
Cause I still hope to find
A place to stay a while
Set me free
Leave me alone
Let me find a place
Let me build a home
I tried to see the light of day
All my colors are fading away
New directions
Are what I need to find to leave behind
Expectations
Keeping me alive
I feel like everyone is watching
And I can't escape
I feel like there is something that's keeping me awake
Like a shadow
Crawling through the night
I leave everything behind
Cause I still hope to find
A place to stay a while
And everyone I love
Is like a voice behind my back
An echo in my head
In my head
And everyone I love
Is like a voice behind my back
And everyone I love
Is like a voice behind my back
It echoes in my head
In my head
I feel like everyone is watching
And I can't escape
I feel like there is something that's keeping me awake
Like a shadow
Crawling through the night
I leave everything behind
Cause I still hope to find
A place to stay a while
I lay awake at night
Thinking 'bout the things
You said to me
I don't wanna fight
Anymore
You Stabbed me
And let me bleed
You were the only one
Who knows me at all
I thought you were the one
To catch me if I fall
I feel so small
So small
Like anything could
Bring me to fall
Bring me to fall
Would you hold my hand?
And carry me
'Cause everyone I love has turned his back on me
Don't let me die
As you watch me bleed
All I need is a friend to take care of me
I feel myself
Fade away
All the memories I had are slowly turning grey
Do you know what I'm trying to say
I hide my feelings
I've locked them away
Regrets and sorrow
Can you feel my pain?
The pain inside
The pain inside of me
I always wanted to be
More than this
More than just me
More than this
More than just me
Would you hold my hand?
And carry me
'Cause everyone I love has turned his back on me
Don't let me die
As you watch me bleed
All I need is a friend to take care of me
I feel myself fade away
All the memories I had are slowly turning grey
I lay awake at night
Trying to fight my demons
You guide me through the night
I see u when I'm dreaming
I lay awake at night
Trying to fight my demons
You guide me through the night
I see you when I'm dreaming
The past is chasing me
It's chasing me
Your face is haunting me
It's haunting me
Don't let me die
As you watch me bleed
All I need is a friend to take care of me
I feel myself fade away
All the memories I had are slowly turning grey
I
I'm hanging by a thread
These things I can't forget
Anymore
And I just want to run away
Leave everything behind
'Cause I can't stop these ghosts
From haunting me at night
I feel so sick and tired
Tired of my life
Need you to hold me tight
To make me feel alive
To make me feel alive
I try to bury me
I'm drowning in tears
All these memories
I repress my fears
In endless misery
I will disappear
I try to bury me
I'm drowning in tears
All these memories
I repress my fears
In endless misery
I will disappear
And you
You are a part of me
You're everything I need
I tear apart again
When you're not here with me
Looking in the mirror
But I don't see myself
Everything's so different
This is somebody else
I know, I know
That I was hurting you
And I know that I
That I don't deserve you
I try to bury me
I'm drowning in tears
All these memories
I repress my fears
In endless misery
I will disappear
I'm not trying to hurt you
I'm just trying my best
I don't deserve you
But I'm trying my best
I tried so hard to bury me
I'm drowning in those memories
I repress my fears in endless misery
And I will disappear
I am wandering through these empty fields
With a broken heart
I am wandering where I'm supposed to be
When everything's so dark
Yeah I know what you've been calling me
But I am not a king
I'm not what you wanna see of me
Got the evil within
I'm asking for your guidance
And please wash away my sins
And find out what I´ve been hiding
And forgive me everything
And I don't wanna be
A king of anything
I am on my own
In this hollow throne
Remains alone inside
It haunts me every night
Now I'm sitting here alone
In my hollow throne
Far away from home
I'm not myself
Something's here with me
There's someone else
Watching over me
I've changed my ways
And I've changed my name
Now I know what I'm supposed to be
I got a hollow throne
But the devil's got my soul
He's not leaving me alone
Yeah
I can feel the cold
Can you see what I've become?
I wear this crown of thorns
Everything that I did wrong
I gotta let it go
Let go
And I don't wanna be
A king of anything
I am on my own
In this hollow throne
Remains alone inside
It haunts me every night
Now I'm sitting here alone
In my hollow throne
Far away from home
Yeah!
Now as the tension rises
I can feel it in my bones
I am begging you for guidance
Don't leave me alone
Now wash away my sins
Forget where I have been
Forgive me everything
Everything
Yeah I know what you've been calling me
But I am not a king
I'm not what you wanna see of me
Got the evil within
Evil within
And I don't wanna be
A king of anything
I am on my own
In this hollow throne
Remains alone inside
It haunts me every night
Now I'm sitting here alone
In my hollow throne
Far away from home
I never looked into your eyes
But I know I would have loved them
And I don't know what it was
But I know that there was something
I think about you day and night
Wish I could tell you it's alright
I'll stay awake at night
To hold you warm and tight
I'll stay awake at night
To hold you warm and tight
I don't even understand
How this came to an end
I never had the chance
I think about you every day
But I gave you everything
Mommy said she'll go her way
But we are not ok
Tell me why, oh tell me why
You've never seen the light
And tell me why, oh tell me why?
I couldn't say goodbye
My life's a mess
I can't forget
All these things that keep me
Wishing you were here
Where are u now?
Where are u now?
I'm feeling all alone
And again I'm 'bout to fall
Now I'm on my own
I will never hold your hand
I will never understand
I never had the chance
All these years I never thought
That you'd come and change it all
Yeah I never thought before
That you could change it all
Change it all
Tell me why, oh tell me why
You've never seen the light
And tell me why, oh tell me why?
I couldn't say goodbye
Goodbye
I can feel your heart beat
Beating in my chest
My chest
Now I'm running through the darkness
Trying to find my way
All these memories are haunting me
I'll never be the same
I've been trying to find my way out of this dark
Trying to find my way
I can feel the emptiness is
Pouring through my veins
Through my veins
I've been trying to find my way out of this dark
Trying to find my way
I can feel the emptiness
Pouring through my veins
I've been trying to find my way out of this dark
I can feel the emptiness
Pouring through my veins
Just blame it on me
If that's what you want to be
I'm down on my knees
It's what you wanted to see
Go!
Just blame it on me
If that's what you want to be
I'm down on my knees
It is what you wanted to see
Did I lose or did I pass
Am I alone here by myself
My wasted year that I'll never get back
I fall down
As I am wandering around
It feels like no one is hearing me
But the current sets me free
The current sets me free
It's not my fault
I couldn't hold it back
I've got my heart on my sleeve
And empty hands!
Is it so hard for you to see
That this is the end
Nothing that I need from you
Don't you remember what I've been going through
It feels like no one is hearing me
But the current sets me free
Did I lose or did I pass
Am I alone here by myself
My wasted year that I'll never get back
Did I lose or did I pass
Am I alone here by myself
My wasted year that I'll never get back
I fall down
As I am wandering around
It feels like no one is hearing me
But the current sets me free
I crossed the burning bridges
I'm about to let you go
The devotion I put into this
Made me see your soul is made of stone
The absolution will set me free
I have to let you go
But you will always be a part of me
Now forever I'll be gone
Now forever I'll be gone
Did I lose or did I pass
Am I alone here by myself
My wasted year that I'll never get back
I fall down
As I am wandering around
It feels like no one is hearing me
But the current sets me free




