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It’s just a glass
It’s just a glass
It shouldn't be that bad
One last drink, then I go to bed
It’s just a glass
It’s just a glass or two
But now the room is spinning
And I know I'm losing you

One more sip to ease my mind
But I know I crossed a line
And I keep on fallin’ and crawling right out of my own mind
Deeper down into the haze
Trying not to lose my face
When I tell myself that all of this is just a fucking phase

Never thought that I would struggle when I grow up
Now I’m stuck and feeling lost, I’m ’boutta throw up
Took some time but now I’m broken when I’m sober
I’m outta love
I’m outta love

I should be quittin’
All this drinking
Late night by myself
I already know just what you're thinkin’
I fucked up again
I should be sober
I'm getting closer
I'm getting closer to the edge
Hit til I throw up
You didn't show up
Sitting there all night, all night by myself

It’s just a glass
It’s just two or three
I try to blame it on the world but the problem is me
But I keep drinking and drinking and I can’t stop overthinking
Is this my life?
Always conflicted with my inner strife

Never thought that I would struggle when I grow up
Now I’m stuck and feeling lost, I’m ’boutta throw up
Took some time but now I’m broken when I’m sober
I’m out of love
I’m out of love

I’m out of love

I should be quittin’
All this drinking
Late night by myself
I already know just what you're thinkin’
I fucked up again
I should be sober
I'm getting closer
I'm getting closer to the edge
Hit til I throw up
You didn't show up
Sitting there all night, all night by myself
All night by myself
Oh
All night by myself

I need no pain from someone else
(someone else)
I already do hurt myself
I am the one who fucks me up
(it fucks me up, it fucks me up)
But then I blame it on someone else

And I know it's not always you
But your words that hurt the most
Cause I know you don't remember
And it keeps me up at night
For you it's just a sentence
But you sentenced me for life
For my whole life

(I need no pain from someone else)
(I already do hurt myself)
(I am the one who fucks me up)
(But then I blame it on someone else)

I should be quittin’

All this drinking

Late night by myself

I already know just what you're thinkin’

I fucked up again

I should be sober

I'm getting closer

I'm getting closer to the edge

Hit til I throw up

You didn't show up

Sitting there all night, all night by myself

All night by myself

I tried I tried I tried

And now that I'm so tired

You leave me behind

Sneaking suicide

Bad thoughts on my mind

Buried them inside

Do we still get time

Before my world collides

We give up this fight

I can't make it right

Better off alone

Turning on my phone

Turning friends

They don't wanna see me again

I'm better off alone

Turning my heart to stone

And now

I try to see the future

Shining bright for me

Smiling right at me, it fades

Because it always seems so

Far away for me

Don't know how much

I can take

Break me

Take me down and try to change me

Hate me

Blame me

I will stay the same me

I can see the future

Shining bright for me

Tell me how long does it take

And now I'm trying to find my way

Oh it reminds me of the days

When we had so much left to say

And nothing's in our way

And nothing's in our

Rewind it

I'm blinded

And I don't seem to find it

My way out of this

But I'll be up against

This defining declining

Of what I should concern

Describing what I think

I'm about to learn

I try to see the future

Shining bright for me

Smiling right at me, it fades

Because it always seems so

Far away for me

Don't know how much

I can take

Break me

Take me down and try to change me

Hate me

Blame me

I will stay the same me

I can see the future

Shining bright for me

Tell me how long does it take

I can't find myself

When I'm looking at you

Yeah you gave me strength

But you´ve hurt me too

Yeah you gave me strength

But you´ve hurt me too

I'm living in the past

Fucking up my present life

Yeah

I'm about to fuck up everything

And you know that I might

I try to see the future

Shining bright for me

Smiling right at me, it fades

Because it always seems so

Far away for me

Don't know how much

I can take

Break me

Take me down and try to change me

Hate me

Blame me

I will stay the same me

I can see the future

Shining bright for me

Tell me how long does it take

Time flies
I get high
So I can get some sleep
I'm not good
At goodbyes
I'm diving in too deep

I reach out for you to make a step
Right into my direction
No need to make amends
It works out in the end
And I know
That we can make it last

I should move on
And let it go
But right now there's still so much
That I can't show
I should move on
And cut it out
But right now I don't think I can live without
That I can live without

I should move on
I should move on

I can't show you all the things inside of my head so you won’t know
And don't understand
Why we won’t make amends
Cause I hurt the ones I love

I should move on
And let it go
But right now there's still so much
That I can't show
I should move on
And cut it out
But right now I don't think I can live without
That I can live without

And now I try to find your voice
Within one hundred thousand screams
I'm lost in all these choices
As hopeless as it seems
I'm broken and I’m stumbling
I carry on my way
I'm hoping to find something
At the end of the day

I should move on
And let it go
But right now there's still so much
That I can't show
I should move on
And cut it out
But right now I don't think I can live without
That I can live without

I just need to look up

I don’t give up

Just need a second chance

To wake up, get up, blow up and be a better man

I go out, get drunk, throw up and show up way too late

I take drugs, fucked up, I know I’m sick of being fake

What if you put your life into my hands

And I can’t be the one who can hold you like that

(who can hold you like that)

What if I don’t know ‘bout tomorrow

I really don’t wanna make you regret

Don’t wanna make you regret it, should we end it

I can’t be the one to hold you close like I said it

Don´t make you regret it

Should we end it?

I can’t be the one to hold you close like I said it

(like I said it)

What if I can’t be the one to hold you close

When everything around us

Is slowly getting started to break down on us

And just because I’m trying to escape

These feelings, they’re creeping inside of my brain

You know I’ve been trying this for years

I will try for the rest of all my days

I am holding back my tears

(I am holding back)

Trying to believe in the promises I’ve made

What if you put your life into my hands

(in my hands)

And I can’t be the one who can hold you like that

(who can hold you like that)

What if I don’t know ‘bout tomorrow

(‘bout tomorrow)

I really don’t wanna make you regret

Don’t wanna make you regret it, should we end it

I can’t be the one to hold you close like I said it

Don´t make you regret it

Should we end it?

I can’t be the one to hold you close like I said it

Like I said it

Put your life into my hands

I woke up in a world that I don't recognize

Reflections of a stranger that is staring down on me at night

Memories are scattered like leaves in the wind

Whispers of a past that I can never seem to see

In this maze of lost and found

Whispers echo all around

Thought that I could run away from those

Moments that I chose

No, I will fight alone

For the broken souls I once betrayed and tore down

Used them up but I was such a letdown

No, I will fight alone

I will fight alone

In this wreckage of my past

I don't know if I can make it last

A chance to mend this broken heart

Like a phoenix from the ashes

I'm about to start again

Standing on the precipice

Between what I’ve been and what I can be

Another version of myself

Yeah, someone who can help

All the people that I once abandoned

Start fresh

Give my best

Do everything I can to right the past yeah

Then maybe in the end

I can make amends

And get that second chance

Thought that I could run away from those

Moments that I chose

No, I will fight alone

For the broken souls I once betrayed and tore down

Used them up but I was such a letdown

No, I will fight alone

I will fight alone

In this life

I'm a stranger to myself

Every step I take

A journey to evolve

The world's a stage

Where I have lost my mind

In the ruins of my past

I strive to find

Will I mean something to somebody else?

I will never be the same, I’m done

I will never be the same

I will never be the same, I’m done

Will I find closure to define myself?

I will never be the same, I’m done

I will never be the same

Hey

I know it´s been a while but

Losing my memory was like losing a piece of myself

But with every day I´ve been rebuilding

Step by step

I´ve learned to find strength in the small victories

Though my past feels distant

I´m creating new memories

New dreams

And a new life

Walkin' down this road got me thinkin of you

Every step I take feels like deja vu

I been here before, got me thinking how

I got nowhere to hide

I been living a lie, like

I would spend my soul to tell you that it ain't true

But being on my own got me feelin' so blue

And if I'm being honest at times

It's more than I can take

More than I can take

So please save me from myself

There's still a chance for me to breathe

But my past self is haunting me

Make me someone else

If I could just break free and see

There's still a chance for me to breathe

Walking through the shadows, echoes of your name

Every whispered breath, a haunting refrain

I'm feeling so dead inside

There's no hope left to find

In the depths of my own mind, yeah

Can I look past the parts of me

That I can't stand to see in the mirror anymore

Deathgrip on a liquor bottle passed on the floor

I’m screaming

So please save me from myself

There's still a chance for me to breathe

But my past self is haunting me

Make me someone else

If I could just break free and see

There's still a chance for me to breathe

Tell me there’s still a chance for me to breathe again

I'd barter my essence to deny this plight

Yet solitude's embrace leaves me cold in the night

Is there a chance for me to breathe again?

So please save me from myself

There's still a chance for me to breathe

But my past self is haunting me

Make me someone else

If I could just break free and see

There's still a chance for me to breathe

Without her

I wouldn't be here anymore

But it's hard for her to keep it

And I'm not keeping secrets

I've seen it all before

I've felt all your pain

You planned our future

But I ended up insane

Is this another test

Then tell me what to do

Let me know your plans

So I can make it through

'Cause I only talk to you when I need help

Father, give me faith

But you won't hear me pray

'Cause I only talk to you when I need help

Lord, I need help

I've been on this road

Carrying this weight

Many times before

Yeah, I know what it takes

I know what it means

To shove down all the pain

And the wounds stopped bleeding

But all the scars remain

Teardrops in my eyes

I try to make it right

But got all this rage inside of me

So don't put up a fight

Is this another test

Then tell me what to do

Let me know your plans

So I can make it through

'Cause I only talk to you when I need help

Father, give me faith

But you won't hear me pray

'Cause I only talk to you when I need help

Lord, I need help

Wherever I go I won´t move on

I've been on the road for so long

Wherever I go I won´t move on

I know I

Was long gone

And maybe it's wrong but I got this dream

For so long

I knew wrong

Don't know if it's right that I still believe

We're flyin'

I'm high and

I can reach to the sky when you're here with me

I'm trying

I'm fighting

All these voices in my head

When you're here with me

Hold me close

When I'm back home

Don't let me go, don't let me go

I know you don't comprehend it

But take my hand

And don't let it go, don't let it go

And I'll be right here

I've been on the road for so long

And I'll be with you

Wherever I go, I won't move on

I can't breathe

I can't speak

I'm not myself when you're here with me

It's up to you

'Cause when we meet

I can't feel the ground beneath my feet

We're flyin'

I'm high and I can reach to the sky when you're here with me

I'm trying

I'm fighting

All these voices in my head

When you're here with me

Hold me close

When I'm back home

Don't let me go, don't let me go

I know you don't comprehend it

But take my hand

And don't let it go, don't let it go

And I'll be right here

I've been on the road for so long

And I'll be with you

Wherever I go, I won't move on

Yeah

We both know you're deceiving

Your heart don't break

I know you wanna see me, be near me,

But I can't talk right now

'Cause I'm up on stage

Whenever I am leaving

Yeah

We both know you're deceiving

Your heart don't break

I know you wanna see me, be near me,

But I can't talk right now

'Cause I'm up on stage

Can't wait 'til I am back home

But still I am too many miles away

But I swear I'll never let go

Even though I can't promise you to stay

Talking ‘bout my whole life with you

How do I get out of my head?
(get it out my head)

How do I get it from my chest?
(get it from my chest)

Baby, please call when you wake up

I just wanna talk when you wake up

I’ve got so many thoughts that I made up

So baby please call when you wake up

Baby please call

I just wanna be alone with you

Talk

Talking ‘bout my whole life with you

Everything you say to me

Everything you say to me will be alright

Talk

Talking ‘bout my whole life with you

(with you)

Talking ‘bout my whole life with you

(with you)

Talking ‘bout my whole life with you

Just because you live

It doesn't mean that you're alive

There’s so much you wanna show,

But you hide it deep inside

I just wanna see you smile

See you shine and be by your side

For the rest of my life

Baby please call

I just wanna be alone with you

Talk

Talking ‘bout my whole life with you

Everything you say to me

Everything you say to me will be alright

Talk

Talking ‘bout my whole life with you

(with you)

Talking ‘bout my whole life with you

(with you)

Talking ‘bout my whole life with you

I’ll be true to you

How do I get out of my head?

Get it off my chest?

There is still a chance

(there is still a chance)

For us

Get out of my head?

(get it out my head)

Get it off my chest?

There is still a chance

(with you)

Talking ‘bout my whole life with you

(with you)

Talking ‘bout my whole life with you

(Won´t fade away)
(Ready to rise)
(Won´t fade away)
(Ready to rise)

How did i lose the sense of time
I cant believe what once used to be mine
Somehow I lost my way
Somehow I was led astray

Heavy lies this darkness on my soul
I have lost, I have lost it all

All that I have been
Will stay a part of you and me
And all those memories
They won’t fade away
All that I have been
Will stay a part of you and me
And all those memories
They won’t fade away

Nothing can ever be undone
This abyss has its grip on me
I fear I really need someone
To set my guilty conscience free

A cleansing surge pulls me from ignorance
Memories of the past are creeping in, molding fucking nightmares
Lived my life like the devil may care
But now I´m at hells gate facing the consequence

My life, now full of regrets
Another day, another gun to my head
My future, nothing but ugly threats
Tonight you´ll see my eyes in a new shade of red

All that I have been
Will stay a part of you and me
And all those memories
They won’t fade away
All that I have been
Will stay a part of you and me
And all those memories
They won’t fade away

If this is how I will go down
Then I will fight, I’m not ready to drown
I will find strength in this misery
Stand strong and roll up my sleeves

Reflect my strengths, Ready to go to war
Confront my inner demons, make it back to the shore
Set sails to a better life
Just know I am ready to rise

Just know I am ready to rise
Ready to rise

All that I have been
Will stay a part of you and me
And all those memories
They won’t fade away
All that I have been
Will stay a part of you and me
And all those memories
They won’t fade away

(Won´t fade away)
(Won´t fade away)

Take a look behind the mask
Take a look behind the mask

The only thing that I have ever known
Is that my feelings can't be overthrown
You can’t break my bones
They’re made of stone

You can see

Behind my smile you can see through my eyes
It's like the truth hurts more than a lie
Yeah thats what makes you a liar
That's what makes you a thief
I achieve all my goals
I believe in my dreams
I believe in me

I believe
I believe in me
I believe in everything I see

You don’t know me
There’s more than what you see
´Cause I’m not lost drowning in the dark
Now feel the flame and see the sparks
Every wall will make me grow
So I’m walking towards the cyclone
Take a look behind the mask
Take a look behind the mask

Yeah

You dont wanna talk about it
But I dont wanna play a game no more
Is it too much to ask for
When the truth is all I'm living for
Bigger than this and
Bigger than me
Did you ever really think
I could follow my dreams
I achieve all my goals
I retrieve all my dreams

I believe
I believe
I believe in me

You dont wanna talk about it
But I dont wanna play a game no more
Is it too much to ask for
When the truth is all I'm living for
All I'm living for
All I'm living for
All I'm living for

Take a look and tell me what you see
All i need
Is someone to believe in me
Is all I'm living for

Have a look and see what's really going on
You didn't think that I become
Bigger than this and bigger than me
There's more than what you see

I’m coming home

For a thousand times

It’s been like moving in a dream

Disoriented through the nights

Caught with nothing to redeem

And as I’m slowly getting sober

I can breathe, I can finally see the signs

Will I regain my composure?

Breathing in, breathing out

Cause I will be alive

And I am walking through the storm

Lost it all, but I am calm

I know in this I’m all alone

I’m coming home

I feel the beating of my heart

Cut it out and then restart

This is the only way, I know

I’m coming home

For all my life

I’ve been living in a lie

Now I’m taking back whats mine

And as I’m slowly getting sober

I can breathe, I can finally see the signs

Will I regain my composure?

I can breathe

Cause I will be alive

And I am walking through the storm

Lost it all, but I am calm

I know in this I’m all alone

I’m coming home

I feel the beating of my heart

Cut it out and then restart

This is the only way, I know

I’m coming home

Yeah

I fill it up, fill it up, I fill the hole in my chest

Gluing everything together, to clean up this mess

This is my life and I am in control

I’m coming home

I’m about to lose

Everything I fight for

Everything I want

Everything I would die for

I’m about to lose

Sense for reality

Everyone’s so mad at me

Happily never me

Never me

I’m about to lose the sense

For reality

Tell me what went wrong

You don’t seem like you’re the one

Tell me what went wrong

You don’t seem like you’re the one

Who gave up so fast

Hope is everything you need

So let me give you hope

Home is everything you need

So baby please come home

I am not the one to blame you for the things you’ve done

And I am not the one to blame you for the things that went wrong

Tell me what went wrong

You don’t seem like you’re the one

Tell me what went wrong

You don’t seem like you’re the one

Who gave up so fast

I don’t know if you know

I’m about to lose it all

No more friends

No more love

All the people that I know

Seem to be about to go

I don’t know how you feel

But I know but I know that this is real

I gave you everything I have

I gave you

I gave you everything

I gave you

I gave you everything

All this time I've been waiting here
Right in front of your door
I had a bad feeling, when
You told me you ain't feeling good no more
I saw your body lying on the kitchen floor
I've been waiting for you to open your eyes
Sad and done there was a time when the Days will pass me by
And I feel the cold hurting all my bones
Sad an done there is a time
I reach my hands up to the sky
And I realize I'm still on my own
Please wake up she's not moving
Don't give up, are you breathing?
Please wake up
Don't give up
I saw my hands shaking
Blood runs through my brain
I've been waiting for you to open your eyes
Sad and done there was a time when the Days will pass me by
And I feel the cold hurting all my bones
Sad an done there is a time
I reach my hands up to the sky
And I realize I'm still on my own
When the days will pass me by
Hurting all my bones
Sad and done, she was crying all night long it's the time of the year
Sad and done there was a time when the Days will pass me by
And I feel the cold hurting all my bones
Sad an done there is a time
I reach my hands up to the sky
And I realize I'm still on my own!
I'm still on my own!
Cause All this time Ive been waiting for you to rise
Sad and done, she’s been crying all night long
It’s the time of the year, time of the year
This is your decay
This is your decay

I got too many Problems

I can't solve them on my own

And you seem like you got the answers for the questions I don't know

Do you know them?

Cause all this time you left me in the dark

Cause I got too much anger in my heart

All this time you left me in the dark

Cause I got too much anger in my heart

And forgive me I am not the one you're looking for

Forgive me I can't give you what you want

And if this is what you came for, I can’t stop you now

There's no need to blame someone

For the things that went wrong

And if this is what you came for

I can't help you now there's no need to blame someone

Someone

And I got to many Problems

I can't solve Them on my own

And you seem like you got the answers for the questions I don't know

Do you know them?

Cause all this time you left me in the dark

Cause I got too much anger in my heart

All this time you left me in the dark

Cause I got too much anger in my heart

And forgive me I am not the one you're looking for

Forgive me I can't give you what you want

And if this is what you came for, I can’t help you now

There's no need to blame someone

For the things that went wrong

And if this is what you came for

I can't help you now there's no need to blame someone

Someone

I got to many Problems

I can't solve them on my own