Misery

I
I'm hanging by a thread
These things I can't forget
Anymore
And I just want to run away
Leave everything behind
'Cause I can't stop these ghosts
From haunting me at night
I feel so sick and tired
Tired of my life
Need you to hold me tight
To make me feel alive
To make me feel alive

I try to bury me
I'm drowning in tears
All these memories
I repress my fears
In endless misery
I will disappear
I try to bury me
I'm drowning in tears
All these memories
I repress my fears
In endless misery
I will disappear

And you
You are a part of me
You're everything I need
I tear apart again
When you're not here with me
Looking in the mirror
But I don't see myself
Everything's so different
This is somebody else
I know, I know
That I was hurting you
And I know that I
That I don't deserve you

I try to bury me
I'm drowning in tears
All these memories
I repress my fears
In endless misery
I will disappear
I'm not trying to hurt you
I'm just trying my best
I don't deserve you
But I'm trying my best

I tried so hard to bury me
I'm drowning in those memories
I repress my fears in endless misery
And I will disappear