Solitude

I tried my best
To not let me down
But every day it feels like I would drown
In sorrow, anger and pain
Can you help me get my life again?

All the voices in my head keep telling me
There ain't nobody who cares for me
There's so much more I'm supposed to be
If you let me be

I'm sorry for the things I've done
I'm sorry for the things that happened
I just try to get things done
I just try to make it better

I feel like everyone is watching
And I can't escape
I feel like there is something that's keeping me awake
Like a shadow
Crawling through the night
I leave everything behind
Cause I still hope to find
A place to stay a while

Set me free
Leave me alone
Let me find a place
Let me build a home
I tried to see the light of day
All my colors are fading away

New directions
Are what I need to find to leave behind
Expectations
Keeping me alive

I feel like everyone is watching
And I can't escape
I feel like there is something that's keeping me awake
Like a shadow
Crawling through the night
I leave everything behind
Cause I still hope to find
A place to stay a while

And everyone I love
Is like a voice behind my back
An echo in my head
In my head

And everyone I love
Is like a voice behind my back
And everyone I love
Is like a voice behind my back
It echoes in my head
In my head

I feel like everyone is watching
And I can't escape
I feel like there is something that's keeping me awake
Like a shadow
Crawling through the night
I leave everything behind
Cause I still hope to find
A place to stay a while